This Christmas

This year, I’ve been extremely unholy. I didnt even go for confession this Advent. I’m sorry Jesus.

Today I went for children’s mass with Claire and Zac and it was like going back to basics. Simple language which just reaffirmed that Jesus’ love is so simple and so pure and that we should really reciprocate and live by his example.

I think I should make Christmas resolutions every year from now on, instead of new year’s resolution as I am definitely more reflective over Christmas.

Anyway life is good. Merry Christmas!

Tracy Stephanie To

Whenever we visit the Columbarium… In memory of my grandparents

venebelle:

““You will lose someone you can’t live without,and your heart will be badly broken, and the bad news is that you never completely get over the loss of your beloved. But this is also the good news. They live forever in your broken heart that doesn’t seal back up. And you come through. It’s like having a broken leg that never heals perfectly—that still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to dance with the limp.””

Anne Lamott

Family

dysfunctional. period.

Saying No

Today I was given a choice at work, So I said No. I said No to taking three of the clients to their Psychiatrist. I felt that it would be unsafe for me to be driving with three clients. It was the 3rd time I said no to my manager. But then after saying no, I feel bad, and I feel that I’m not being an independent worker and like I’m working as if I’m on placement, when I’m not anymore? But at the same time, as a casual worker, I need to be able to say no, to protect myself because I have no other benefits ( like sick leave) or health insurance coverage! Dilemmas…Sigh…the working life… and I’m only doing this twice a week…

Anyway mental health is enjoyable, but at the same time, I really think its not my forte.

Time to look for a Paediatric OT job for next year.. *fingers crossed that I can find one*

three years later….

Trapezius, deltoid, subscapularis, teres minor, infraspinatus,supraspinatus…

Trapezius, deltoid, subscapularis, teres minor, infraspinatus,supraspinatus…

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  1. Lourdes, France
  2. Venice, Italy
  3. Paris, France
  4. Melbourne, Australia
  5. Huangshan, China
Passion and Culture

My friend Maria @ http://chatterjabber.wordpress.com/ wrote a post titled ‘Great mis-expectations’ which describes her current thoughts about working in HR and applying for jobs after uni, and she wrote this: “I’ve come to realise that all that ( a dream job scope) doesn’t really matter compared to how well you get along with your colleagues and superiors” and ended with this: “friends are for life, and being able to work with your friends every day of the week is like a picnic in heaven.” 

It has made me wonder whether what she said may also be applicable to the world of allied health or healthcare. OTs, PTs, SPs etc have very specific and unique roles and skills; unlike in the corporate world where people like Maria graduated with a degree in Economics, but may end up working in HR. Because we have such specific roles, yet working with similar clients, we often need to collaborate with each other very closely. For effective collaboration, yes, organisational culture is extremely important. 

Next, she basically said that its not really what you do but whether you enjoy doing it or not and people you are working with. This one is tricky in allied health or healthcare, because this is about whether you are passionate about working with a certain client group e.g. paediatrics, geriatrics, mental health clients, women, men etc…and they are also people! If one dislikes working with children then it will be hell for the worker. Maria also said ” work is work”, again our work is people, not just paperwork or presentations. So I believe that in the field of health, we need to take into account BOTH passion and culture..

It has also motivated me to think about my experiences with work and clinical placements so far. I find it really difficult to merge friends and work together even though I may sometimes meet the nicest people at work! I guess my question is, although we get along at work, do we hang out after work too? I think the answer can be yes, and no. Yes - we will talk about our personal lives, one day maybe we’ll invite each other for a meal to our place or watch a movie together…’ Or No - we may just be passionate about the job and have the same work ideals, but personal life ideals may not be the same.

Okay I just answered my own questions. Great! Never really done this before outside of an academic piece of writing!

If you’ve read this far, I hope I did not waste your time since it was more of a reflective piece and a personal attempt to answer my own questions.

P.S Greetings from Brisbane! 

I miss you, Mama

I had work on Tuesday and I was caring for an old lady aged about 65+. She often used her fingers to ‘comb’ or tidy her hair, and the way she did it reminded me alot of Mama. This is not the first time that I’m reminded of my grandma when I care for some old ladies.. So A would comb her hair not with her fingertips but with her fingers extended and mostly the middle phalanges in contact with her hair, so similar to how Mama did so. To increase the resemblance, A had curly hair, just like Mama.

I miss you so much Mama, I wish I could have been there for you while you were burdened with the aftermath of your stroke. I wish I said I love you before I left for Australia. I wish I didn’t only go back only after you passed away. I know you will understand, and I will make sure I will care for others with all my heart, especially my mother.

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